The times they are a-changin'

It has been a really long time. I notice that I haven't written a single post throughout 2010. That just doesn't seem right. 2010. And what a year it was!! If sometime in the future, anyone asks me regarding the most important year of my life, the answer is unanimous. 2010 it is. It has been a year of tumultuous ups and downs. The highs, followed by immediate lows. Of things gained and lost. Of friendship made and broken. Of persevering when that feeling of uncertainty is vibrant in the air. Of sadness and tears. Of staring blankly at the ceiling. Of insomnia. The making of new me. Calm waters. Being alive. Being able to feel. The lump in the throat, kind of thing. The year of struggles. The year of doubt. The year of depression. The year of summit.

January - The month of usual Saarang depression. Of not winning. Close, yet not there yet.
February - The month of rejection. The meeting which changed it all.
March - The month of disease. The month of struggle. The month of tears. The month of joy.
April - The month of controlling my temper. Will. Won't? The month of Yippee-Ki-Yay!!
May - The month of loneliness. The making of new me. The making of new friends.
June - The month of rain. The month of self-doubt. The making of friends-turned-foes.
July - The month of standing-by. The month of Hamlet. The insanity of it all. The month which changed my view towards technology.
August - The month of self-deprecation. Lost temper. Almost. The month of physical exertion.
September - The month of luck. The month which turned everything upside down.
October - The month of extreme joy. Of Shaastra. Of loving myself. Of hating myself. Of jealousy. Of arguments. Of decline.
November - Of consolidation. Of feeling good. Of melancholy.
December - Of threats. Of broken shards. Of inactivity. Of food.

It has been a year to remember. I don't know, if it happened for good or bad, but it will still remain the most important year of my life.

I don't think anybody would get anything out of it. It is a reference for future me to remember what 2010 was like. :)